Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Cross-ing over...

As prompted be my cousin Erin, I dug out this old cross-stitch of mine. I made it when I was in YMCA swimming, wore windsuits, and was the "Doozer," master of disaster. A flood of nostalgia coupled with happiness came over me. When I found this relic of my childhood I suddenly remembered events and feelings I couldn't have otherwise recalled. These memories were all accompanied by emotions much I had as a child. Happiness was part of everything which crossed my mind. No dislike or dissatisfaction. All from a cross-stitch I barely remembered.

Once I allowed my mind to move forward suddenly I was taken from the security of my own self.
What happened between now and becoming a teenager? I think back to even a few weeks ago and don't remember any events with ease. What I do remember is everything bad that I had to deal with. Things that I am not satisfied with or people who don't seem to get it. My memories fit my perception of the world.

My memories are a part of me, can I not then look upon them to influence my impressions?

what's your favorite land mammal?




5 Comments:

At 6:52 AM, Blogger J0hn said...

i like panda bears

 
At 9:54 AM, Blogger driller. said...

thats the point of the story, soon the doozer will ride again!

 
At 9:55 PM, Blogger driller. said...

right on! i hart squirels.

 
At 4:18 PM, Blogger Jason said...

you should have bought a squirrel. really, though. how many people have pet squirrels?

 
At 6:40 PM, Blogger driller. said...

i once has one, it was a baby black squirrel. my friends from the cities tried to keep it alive and it died.

 

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